Name? Nadya S. Rivera....well first off i just put "S" cause I'm not really in like with my middle name like the name just not for me. I guess you can say I'm a pretty awesome person :D just kidding of course ;) One thing you must know about me is that I'm pretty damn funny, but I can be boring, mean, and down right depressing when I wanna be. I don't really like too many people in the world unless we're close I pretty much stick to myself at times. I am IN DEEP OBSESSIVE INSANE LOVE WITH TOKIO HOTEL<3! lol i mean i think their music is just down right genius, but don't get confused I am not one of those "fan girls" that can never stop talking about them...However I will think about them 24/7 if i please ;) I'm a minor! (yay) lol if you must know i become one step closer to almost being of legal age in the month of January <3 Some people might say "I got my head in the clouds", but being that I'm scared of heights I got my head pretty much on my pillow I'm telling you I can sleep for HOURS! unhealthy? Nope...Life<3 Forever alone? Indeed I am, but it for sure beats several broken hearts in a life time, so I'm fine with being alone<3
You could fall off the face of the Earth and no one would care.
You could say you’re say sorry, but I won’t listen.
You’re a psycho, who lies and lets someone control you.
You could cry all night and no one would wanna hear.
And now you’re gonna be lonely because you have no one.
People who can’t fight there own battles.
People who are fakes.
Girls that put a dick/ and or pussy before anything.
Girls that allow guys to make them look dumb.
And sluts :)
And I bet u still bitchin & complainin
Just when you thought you had a bestfriend..wow smh I’m done with people
Its a long road from healing
Keep it bottled up is how I’m dealing
Live life as if every second is my last
Trying to forget all the hurt of the past
Each day that passes my heart dies.
Now here is where my lifeless body lies.
Wanna know how to kill a soul?
I’ll show you a couple ways..
Don’t talk to her or think about her for a couple days.
Let her think you can’t live without her,
That she has you for good.
Then start acting confused and misunderstood.
Be a total stranger and never show her you care.
Oh and be her first love then leave her if you dare.
Are you taking notes? Good
Don’t forget to tell her she was a mistake if you could.
Take these steps and I promise she will do nothing but cry.
If you’re lucky she might even wanna die -_-
You say don’t miss you too much
You use to make me weak with a touch
Your hand holding mine tight
Who knew you would leave me that night
You said you needed time and space
I hate you so much, I wish I could Erase
I’ve told you how wrong you did me
But thats not all dont you see?
You killed my spirit and my soul
My heart is no longer a whole
Wanna know the worst part of the fall?
I dont hate you not a little bit, not a lot, not even at all
Now that ive said it with my poetic skill
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I dont think he knew and now he never will
I want to believe its true,
That I’ll never stop loving you,
All the risks that I would take,
All the promises you would break.
That day has finally come,
The day when I say you are no longer the one.
As I shed many tears writing this,
But trust me, you I shall miss
Maybe it was just a phase,
Because loving you was like being trapped in a maze.
I can finally clear my head,
Now I fear for your life as you said without my love you would be dead.
This self-loathing has always been here
I shut out those who are near and dear
Since you’ve left I lost the sense of love and hate
As the person with no emotion I now know my fate
It’s to not care who comes and goes
As for my own self-respect who knows
To care for another, I question why
Being that you didn’t care if my soul would die
I use to ponder what could lead you to do such damage
Now since you have broke my heart I don’t think I can manage
You have left me broken hearted and soulless im as good as dead
Even with my body in the casket you are still in my head
Do You Miss Me? Not Even A Little? No? Okay. Sorry I Ruined Your Life & Wasted Your Time. -____________-